more dream

 We're standing on a large elevator that's like a service elevator. It opens very wide though almost like it opens on both sides. Except there's railings that open into another area on the back side. Obviously not really functional on that side. We're standing in the elevator. I also the elevator has no roof or ceiling. The elevator starts to go up very slowly and everybody starts commenting that it's not working properly. There's three of us on the elevator. And the elevator starts dropping quickly but stops momentarily so two of us grab a hold of the railing it's attached to the building. In the elevator drops out from under us for several stories I can't tell probably five or six. One guy drops with the elevator and I don't know what happens to him. Me and the other guy are dangling from the railing. He's able to climb over but I start calling out for help very loudly. People come running over the first guy to arrive runs into the opening and falls to his death. Everyone else stops at the edge of the hole then someone comes up on the other side of the railing I said are you really strong and they said yes he grabs my arm and starts pulling me over but when it gets to my waist it's very difficult to get me pulled over the railing so I tell him grab my belt from the back and pull me on over he doesn't want to let go of my arm but he finally does he grabs my belt and pulls me over pretty easily. Then we're walking off the other guy that was hanging on to the railing says no blame you can't blame yourself. He's talking about the guy that ran and fell into the hole that somehow maybe it was my fault. I feel absolutely no responsibility for his death. We're going to a bathroom that has sinks running continuously, kind of a fan spray.There's something in my mouth I need to spit out so I spit it into the sink it's just spit. When I wake up there's a hair in my mouth.

 

 Interpretation of the dream: life sucks. To a large degree it's uncontrollable. We go through rather mundane and normal life only to have the floor drop out from under us at times. Maybe my life is about to come to an end or some threatening event is about to occur which could be disastrous but with the help of other people I'm able to escape. Maybe it's foretelling me of an evil future a future that I can escape but I can escape the danger with help. Other people are going to die around me but I just look at it as a reality of life. It won't really Mar me in the future. I'll continue to need to go to the bathroom and deal with personal hygiene issues. That's just the way humans are, there won't really be any one responsible for whatever happens. God's controlling the elevator God's controlling the universe. God's controlling everything it's a giant video. God throws some people into the lake of fire and some people into the eternal Paradise. You do have some choices along the way. And sometimes calling out for help is necessary. Or fall to your death.

A couple of my dreams have involved death lately. Interesting. I'm getting older and will eventually die. A theme that I've noticed among old people is that none of them want to go into assisted living or elderly Care. It's the end of the line. You never come out you only get worse and you slowly die a horrible death. Course my dreams really haven't been along that line. But we all keep saying to each other man I just don't want to go that way man I just don't want to go that way. Of course that's in real life not a dream.