dreams

An untimely birth is better than he.

So let's see I don't have these in very good order. There was a dream where I'm going to the dentist. I get there and I go inside but it's very crowded so I go back out to the parking lot. Then I start flying around but not very high up in here and I'm sometimes kind of floating backwards. There's a grayish black car behind me that's kind of like a Lincoln Continental. Then I look to see if anyone's watching me and there's a girl looking out of the window of the dentist office. So I go back inside it's still very crowded. I tried to squeeze between two people but then two other people scoot over and there's a very large opening between them so I go through there to get in where the assistant is. There are people all over the place. Then I find a place to sit down. There are a bunch of kids from about 9 years old up to maybe 14. They are milling around. It turns out it's a Friday afternoon and everyone is going home. Then I realized I don't have my keys my wallet any change my pockets are completely empty. So I go to the security lady who is also getting ready to go home for the weekend. She's getting her jacket. I say excuse me are you getting ready to go home for the weekend she smiles at me quietly. So I say have a very nice weekend and she says thank you. I need to call my wife who in real life has died, but I don't have my phone or any way to contact her. And I walk back outside and that's the end of the dream.

And another dream I'm at some hotel or something and there are alligators. And they swim around like in this decorative pool and some streams. They look very menacing. I don't think anything happens with them.

Interpretation of dreams: and both these dreams some mildly of irritating or possibly dangerous things happen. So probably Satan is trying to make me feel lost and alone and a separated. Or maybe God is sending me a message that there's no reason to be quite so alone. Not sure. In real life it is wonderful not having to put up with any other people, so maybe my inner psyche is lonely, but the rest of me is not lonely at all. So who knows. The alligators of course represent some danger that's always lurking around. And all the people packed into this dentist office it turned out it looked like there was probably over a hundred of them. That represents the way humanity operates, sort of stupidly really. We all end up going to places where everybody ends up having to go, like the dentist. I'm at an age now where I have to go do some stuff and offices government offices, and it's people sitting around. Really a waste of time and sort of weird. Oh it brings up the thought of my visit to the driver's license office. Kind of weird but it was all timed by God. All almost surreal but not quite. I'll have to put that in a separate blog. It also brings up the idea that I could be telling people all about Jesus. I tell people about Jesus on these blocks but almost nobody looks at them. Of course if you look in Revelation chapter 7 God's only looking to seal a total of 144,000 from the tribes of Israel so we may be down to the last few. The thing that's so deceptive about those kinds of passages in the Bible is that just because 144,000 is sealed it doesn't mean that everything is going to end tomorrow. There are these huge time gaps in the Bible where it doesn't say that they're going to be a huge time Gap. It may say something like and the word of Christ must be taken to the whole world and then the end will come. Well the word of Christ may be taken to the whole world already in Jesus may not come back for another 10,000 years. See how sneaky God is. But he's not going to be that sneaky when he throws billions of people into the lake of fire. All very disconcerting.