me after Sam's club rant

 I went and watched about 10 Elon musk and Tesla YouTube videos of recent events and even some older stuff. And the guy has an amazing ability to remain calm and cool under fire. Almost like he just doesn't take anything too seriously. It's really incredible he has super powers from God he doesn't realize that I don't think but I mean he's got super powers like way out there it's just magnanimous I mean unbelievable superpowers of being able to work with people and work under stressful situations and work on technology and all this crazy stuff simultaneously in multiple technologies in multiple engineering domains and all this stuff and working with people I mean it is crazy okay so having said all that now let's talk about me.

So I canceled my membership at Sam's club. And of course I had some pretty little excuse of why I'm unhappy. Now keep in mind that just one tiny piece of Elon musk's time right now is doing this 44 billion dollar deal with Twitter, that he seems like he doesn't really want it anymore but he's sort of stuck in it somehow. Meanwhile I'm basically not doing anything except canceling my Sam's club membership. Now you would think that that would just be one tiny part of my day and then I would just go on my life and I wouldn't even think about it anymore but no I had to rant about it on YouTube okay and then I spent the rest of the day ranting about it and ranting about my ranting and all of this kind of nonsense and I'm like okay no wonder I'm like a total failure okay in my 60s and I'm just not cut off or I don't have the superpowers okay? And I love Jesus I love Jesus and I'm glad that they're super powers and some people have them and I'm glad that Jesus is going to save us from eternal damnation by dying on the cross and resurrecting into eternal life and that I just pray and pray that our names are in the book of Life and because we love Jesus how. Having said that I'm just don't have any superpowers in like dealing with people or dealing with negative situations in my life and I wouldn't say negative situations I've got other situations that have been negative and I've dealt with okay but for some reason this one like hit a raw nerve with the Sam's club thing and I love Sam's club. Sam's club is not the devil or anything bad okay but they just got on my on a raw nerve and I'm just like I can't take it okay anymore right. But think about Elon musk man I mean if he quit Sam's club like you wouldn't even think about it he would just be like Sam's club canceled beep and that would be like it he wouldn't even like remember doing it probably because that would be such a tiny event in his life you see what I mean wow help me Jesus.