Stephen Auld

 Okay this is kind of different. Just had a dream where I was wearing a bunch of badges around my neck they were all different sizes and they kind of looked fake. Anyway on one of them it said that I was Steven Auld. So there's this little guy and he comes over and he goes hey let me take a look at that and he tries to yank it off my neck. So I don't know any Stephen old but I still grab the guy and lean over on him with my elbow and I'm squeezing the air out of him. He finally becomes unconscious and goes limp and that's where the dream ends he never lets go the badges. Actually I think he does pass out and let go.

Interpretation of dream: my psychic thinks I've become all-powerful. I can overpower small shrimpy guys and squeeze air out of them. I'll go by an alias, actually probably a bunch of aliases on a whole bunch of different kinds of badges and I'll be a superhero sneaking around and if anybody figures out then I'll squeeze the air out of and make them pass out. Now that sounds too obvious and direct right so that can't be I can't be it. Let's try again let's see. The badges the badge is represent that I have a bunch of different images of myself. They are not consistent with reality because they're not the real me. Okay that's pretty obvious too though right don't we all sort of live in some sort of weird fantasy existence where things more or less go our way? I know I do I live in a fantasy where like I sort of tell people how it's going to be you know and I tell people how we're going to do things and and most of the thing that's great about that kind of a world is like then things go your way. Now a strange thing about God and I'm sorry to keep bringing God up into this but like God created everything and he does eventually separate people into two groups right so everything does end up going God's way. So it I guess makes sense that we would sort of want things like that too right we're created in God's image. Why do I have to have a dream about it though?

This thought is like kind of out there but think about it. What difference does it make if God actually does something or just fantasizes it?

So I just had this fantasy that they report to God in the throne room that I just had this thought. And everyone starts thinking about it. And then they all start nervously looking over at God who won't make eye contact with anyone all of a sudden. Isn't that funny sort of.