vomiting and poop dream

 The dream starts at some sort of function where we're going to go somewhere to have a group meal. When I get to the location where the meals being served it looks like it's a lunch. This is because I'm hoping to get a ham and cheese sandwich and there are lots of people sitting around with lots of ham and cheese on their plates. A lot of it doesn't really look like it's part of a meal it's just lots of layers and ham and cheese on their plates looks like it's Swiss cheese. Oh then there's one little part in the dream where I fly to get over to the dining area and a couple people interfere with me actually which is kind of interesting but they don't actually drag me out of the sky or anything one guy bumps me and I turn and look at him. So actually there's a whole bunch of this dream but I'm probably not going to remember all the details. Then so I get in line and it's the dessert line somehow and I get up to the front. the guy in front of me we waited in line for it feels like 15 or 20 minutes. he gets up to the line and then says he doesn't want dessert and he walks off so it isn't really clear exactly how to get dessert because I say is this the line where you get lunch also and they say no there's another line for that but here you can have a I think it's like a caramel and cinnamon butterscotch or something a piece of cake. So it it sort of turns out to be mine but I don't remember walking off with it other words it's it it does seem like it's mine to take or something anyway I never do get lunch in this dream. Earlier in the dream I'm working on some kind of equipment or some kind of biological idea or something some of it has to do with fish some of it has to do with breaking down human waste and using it for energy or using it for fertilizer or something and it's kind of interesting when you shake the vial that this broken down feces and urine and stuff is in it's sort of either genetic or not genetically but there's probably some microbes or something that have been put in there to interact with it and so it almost turns gaseous like in the vial but you're going to use it for some you know positive purpose which isn't completely clear. then here's kind of sort of a strange part of the dream there's a little kid that throws up in the dream and then there's some dogs that throw up in the dream and it's just big brown vomit it's it's not that kind of vomit where you can see chunks of food in it it's just a bunch of brown stuff. They don't seem to be too hurt by it. they just said they do they actually kind of look like they don't feel good but they're not like dying or anything. Then there's another part where all the toilets in this one house get backed up and people have tried to put such huge amounts of of poop down the toilet that it's just coming up all over the place out of all the toilets it's even in one of the sinks and there's it's even in the trash cans so I have to organize some kind of process of getting all of this poop out of the house and then try and so then I'm trying to plunge so I have two kinds of plungers I have a little brown plunger and then a much bigger industrial looking black plunger. So then there's dirty clothes. And we don't have a big enough basket to put all the clothes in so that's so I gather a bunch of the clothes up and somebody else is gathering a bunch of clothes up and we're sort of putting them into a big pile at this one location trying to figure out how to get them into one that and I'll find a basket that's big enough. So now this ever seems like we come to any conclusion. I don't get lunch I don't eat anything we don't really get rid of all the poop we don't get the clothes cleaned we don't get anything done nothing ever gets finished it's just sort of all this ongoing stuff and some of this stuff is stuff if you think about it that you do just do throughout your whole life it's never really done as in going to like building something and then you know you get to enjoy like a house or something. It's just the ongoing activities of life and then so it was very unpleasant you know vomit and and poop and it's kind of just all over the place it's kind of a mess and then I'm working on that one project to take urine and poop you know It's just kind of a strange dream.

 

Interpretation of the dream: so conceptually speaking there are some similarities to this dream and life in general. And then there's some similarities to certain aspects of my life at this time. For instance I'm not really doing anything for the first time in my life I'm just sort of here. I don't have any money you know just I'm on fixed and I'm not even on fixed income I'm just and I'm not really living on retirement benefits I'm just living on some savings so so that and it's not much. I'm on minimal everything. So so that's kind of like where I'm at in my life and so I do need to do my laundry which is kind of interesting and I'm constantly having problems with constipation which you know there that is in the dream eating is a big preoccupation with me these days I you know I don't spend a lot of time thinking about it but I'm always coming up with just sort of going in the refrigerator take out whatever's in there make some of it together and have a meal and it usually turns out pretty good it's really stuff that I would never have tried if I wasn't going through this kind of situation in life. Like I'll put salad dressing and stuff and just sort of cook with it a little bit some of it tastes pretty good. But I'm not sick but I am constipated. And realize that I have been constipated probably for the last 10 years which isn't really clear why, what changed? I've largely been sedentary my whole adult life but for some reason the last 10 years now I'm starting to get constipated so it's just not clear why that's necessary or what's going on. Maybe the house is supposed to represent me as a person, it's not clear.